Being workin very hard on it... But nw i really don know if i still can hold ani longer animore... Really very tired le... Not much courage left... I've tried all i can with all my best le... But e outcome is still not wat i wish for... Is it so hard to touch ones heart again after things had happen??? & all my babes r have big problems themselves at e same time too... Y after all e hard work things still can't get to wat we wish for??? No body is perfect in this world' everyone does mistake... But most important is tat they r willin to change anot isn't it??? I belive everyone deserve a chance no matter wat... If u luv e person u'll sure try to forgive & forget & try to make things better... But nw I really don feel anithing animore but pain deep inside my heart... I'm not goin to tell much this time... I'll buried everything down to my belly & let it go... Although i really don bare to but i guess i really have no other choice le...
I don wanna hold on to it when it's no longer with mi nor belong to mi le... Confuse!!! My heart wans mi to hold on but my mind tells mi it's not goin to work... Wat should i do??? I really also don know how le... Haiz!!! Let's just leave it to fate & heaven ba... After all they r e one who is always foolin mi around... I've done all i can with my very best' so i did wat i had to do & e rest is up to heaven & u le... I did my part with no regrets' only regrets is i wasn't perfect enough & Not e perfect one for u!!! I learnt my lesson well this time... Ppl who r readin my blog, ALWAYS REMEMBER, no matter wat happens & how piss of u r, NEVER MAKE YOUR MAN LOSE FACE INFRONT OF HIS FRENS... Cos u'll never know how bad u have hurt them & u might just lose him like tat once & for all...



This r my babes which helps mi get though my sorrows moments...... Try r e only ones i can cry my sorrows in their arms... N not e man i luv most animore, tat i used to cry in his warm, caring, man & safe arms... I still remember e last time i really cry out my sorrows in his arms... It was so damn awsome... For tat moment, I was really very touch... & it's just feel like I'm e happiest gal to b pamper & taken care by this pair of arms... I mis tat feelin... REALLY!!!

SO PPL, SOMETHINGS WWRONG WITH MY UPLOADIN... PHOTOS WILL COME LATER K???

Sometimes there r some secrets in us tat can never b solve or heal but at times we will still need to release ourselves & emotions even tho it doesn't help much but we will at least feel better after throwin out e emotions... Right??? & tat's when we need our lovely true frens by our side... Well i've been though so i know, & so i like to b there for my luv ones...

"Well babes, i'm really sad about things tat to u guys recently... There is nothing much i can say or do... But if u ever need mi, I'LL B THERE FOR U... I promise!!! No matter wat happens, as long as u think its worth it & u will b happier with e decision u made... Then just go ahead k??? Guys who do not know how to apprecate & treasure us it's their own lost man... We know we have don our part n our best so there is nothin to regret right??? We definally deserve much more better then this...
Luv u babes who was there for mi when i needed u most..."

& for those bitches too... !@#~$%^&* Go think it though properly yourself every nite before u slp put your pillow higher n think... We r just frens after all... It's fate tat bring us together but it's our own choice to decide weather to keep it or not... So don take this fate for granted, u will definally gonna lose it all one day...
Wat i'm tryin to say is i damn F**kin hate those ppl who always like to take avantage of their own frens or even best n close frens... we don have to b nice to u at all u know??? Cos we F*ckin don own u anithing... So pls wake up your damn F*ukin mind... If u still not goin to wake up n think about it, then i can only say it's really too bad, i wont keep u in my precious fren list animore...:watevah:



~My Babes I Never Regret Havin~